So I am seeing a psychiatrist now and she says I have a borderline perality disorder. I guess it is the cutting and all that. I cry a lot these days. I have average looks; well I thought I did, but the last guy who came over said I was BUTT-UGLY!!! Can you believe it? Well maybe I am not that good looking, but ugly? COME ON!!! I am not stupid, but I am no genius either! I like watching comedies on TV. As to sex, I like oral a lot, both ways. I can't say I am a great lover or anything, just average. Update: Things are better a little these days. I am feeling calmer and all. Everyone around here brags about themselves. Well, not everyone, but lots of people. I know there probably isn't a lot of appeal to what I am saying and maybe I am rambling, but anyway at least you know a little more about me.

My Ideal Person Can you tolerate mental illness in a lover? I hope so!!! Just an average guy who doesn't have a temper and is discreet and can get together infrequently. I prefer guys not too much taller than me. Facial hair is okay, but not required. Good hygiene a must! No bad breath, either. Be drug and disease free. Be able to joke around and have a conversation. No rough stuff. If I think of more I will add it later.

I would add that I am bi-curious now. Maybe it is worth a try? Who knows?