I've always been attracted to girls but never had good experiences when I tried to experiment. Maybe it was because alcohol was involved, or it wasnt the right girl, or i didnt get to get pleasured. Now Im in my 30s and I want it more than ever. Girls make me blush and I find myself staring at breasts more than my boyfriend. Our sex life stinks and I dont deserve this. I used to be a sexual being and now I have more fantasies about girls than I ever have. I'm attractive and have curly red hair to my shoulders. I love to kiss and touch, and tease. My personality is provocative and I love good comedy. I may be shy at first but it can be quickly overcome with a good icebreaker. What Im really looking for is a pretty girl that I can maybe hang with and have that slumber party I've never got to have.