After my dismal attempts at trying to be the perfect Wife I have realised I am who I am and nothing will ever change that.
I know I haven't given my attempt to change the length of time I would need to make a difference but that could take decades to achieve and after the appalling attempt I recently made at that last gathering to be a faithful wife to hubby the realisation that is just not me really sank in.
I absolutely love sex!
I need it to feel alive and although hubby told me he would love me regardless of what I did I know he loves me to play his sex games and he loves that I can't refuse the temptation of having another man's cock deep inside my stretched sloppiness and he knows just how vibrantly alive I truly feel when I am the way he loves me to be.
Maybe it was just the upheaval of the Xmas break bringing out my emotional instabilities but after talking things over again with hubby I truly do feel whole and happy again.
Thankyou for all your support and I truly do appreciate and value your opinions.
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My thoughts? Yo're every man's dream and your hubby is one lucky mother flower!
Thankyou xx
very nice
For years couple Dennis and Bonnie socialized with, Bonnie was a friend from high school. After our marriage, we arrived at their home, Bonnie & Dennis expose a exotic game set up, in months we were nude, gained a certain level of intimacies. Friday game night Dennis was sucking Anne’s nipples she holding his head watching, Dennis finish sucking her breast and French Kiss her pulling away, she said no I need more now, fuck, eat me to complete our arousal while holding his cock. Bonnie looks at me and told him to fuck that bitch and no quickie. When Dennis fucked Anne for the first time, she is 19 and pregnant and no one ask about condoms. Dennis and Anne did just that a passionate love affair that continued for at least 1¾ hours. Bonnie and I did watch every passionate moment as if we were at a live theater, drinking, kissing and caressing our bodies. Bonnie tries to get me to climax with little success, my cock as hard as Dennis. When Dennis finally climaxes, Anne did everything possible to keep him, she wrapped her legs around him kissing that lasted maybe 15 minutes. Dennis backs away, removes himself out of her, kisses her, and walks over to Bonnie. Bonnie looking up at him he said you told me to fuck that bitch and I did now suck my cock now and she did. Dennis got a drink and sat down with her and told me fuck his bitch, Anne injected no quickies need more time with Dennis he’s, my boyfriend. Our open intimacy sensual indulgence naked playing the game, a new road of open sex with our friends. Anne’s twenty birthday and very enlarged pregnancy, celebrating her birthday with Bonnie help put her on the table ana spread eagle in such away able to fuck deep mouth and cunt. After two hours of continuous love, we untie her she spent the entire night alone naked with Dennis. At breakfast Anne stated the way we celebrate her twenty-birthday caught by surprised and shocked. Anne stood up asks us all please standup, walk to Bonnie hug and kiss her a long time, repeat similarly with Dennis then I, look at us thank us what we done took by surprise but Bonnie you are top of the class allowing us complete privacy no time line as Dennis walk into the kitchen together holding hands with total acceptance.
Be true to yourself.
you are the perfect wife
Thankyou xx
@Jessygirl23 have any sisters
@luv2lcku0699 Sorry no
@Jessygirl23 to bad you are taken
Do what you like Jessy, as long as you don't hurt anybody else or yourself.
Yes, the best way I can be
I applaud you and the choice you've made! You should feel more settle. Do keep in mind you are like a river, constantly changing. Never be afraid to revisit your revisit your feelings. I'm curious, I thought I remember from a previous post, you said your husband was going to punish you. It true, what was your punishment?
And they weren't abysmal attempts! You honestly tried! That's all anybody can do. Don't beat yourself up about not finding the kind of success you thought you wanted. You are who you are, and that's pretty damn good!
@JThom7899 thankyou xx and I did really try
Normally my punishments are emotional controls
@Jessygirl23 I'm sure you did try. That's why I suggested not beating yourself up. It's hard to impossible to overcome you true nature. Enjoy your punishments!
@Jessygirl23 If I ever make it down under, I'd like to buy you a drink!
Good for you
Thankyou xx
My explanation of an Olympian; 1967 I’m support Anne infidelity having Dennis and their first love affair lasted 1¾ hours with audience of 2 Bonnie and I watched and fondle each other, I don’t know if it was Bonnie or every moment of Anne and Dennis, I also maintain an erection time. Attach Photos first Anne, second Bonnie and myself, third is a resemblance of Dennis.
I am just sorry that I can't be there to fill your stretched sloppiness. You are like a reverse cornucopia - a vessel that can be endlessly filled.
Why be perfect? Just be good at it.