Sub Wife - Obeying

It will be hubbys idea to let me roam freely. He knows I will come back to him and if I don't it's because I have met someone. He does this when he knows my pussy is aching for attention but I can't help feeling the way I do when he teases my pussy whilst getting ready to go out. We often go out drinking together but because I love to have a good time and flirtatously encourage men to want to use me we rarely go home together lately.

Hubby controls me from the shadows. He is often there but somehow remains unnoticed. He suggests things. A phone message that tells me what he wants me to do for him is all it takes to get me buzzing and abide by his sexual obsessions.

Hubby could be anywhere but I know he is always watching. He just seems to know exactly how to convince me to do the things he wants me to do for him.

It's always subtle but convincingly persuasive and controlling.

Sometimes vague if he's playing mind games with me or sometimes very specific strict instructions that carry a punishment if not promptly adhered too.

I am constantly on the look out for men everywhere I go to prepare for anything hubby may want me to do for him and sometimes humiliate me in the process.

This is what keeps me sexually hyperactive and ready. Just the slightest touch or look can set me off.

I will often leave hubby to go dance with some guy but not go back. My phone is full of messaging begging hubby for permission to go out to the car with someone. Then at hubbys demand that someone turns into them and a friend. Then often after I have returned from the car their friends will want to play too.

Then my permission to play comes with other conditions from hubby and most of the time I will agree to them because I am so desperately horny and willing to do anything hubby says to get my own way.

I often now wonder am I just a common slut wife who has a husband that loves what I do or am I a true submissive slave doing exactly as I'm told?

I feel the lines have become so blurred between us that it is now impossible to tell the difference.