Late Decisions

I stopped on the side of the road feeling quite apprehensive about going through with this and really needed some kind of approval. I found myself sitting there in silence contemplating whether or not I should go to this guys place or head home but I knew hubby would say he was okay with it.

I felt quite incredibly torn between the right and wrongs of what will happen but if I was being honest with myself I think I was just feeling guilty about knowing that I will definitely enjoy the stimulation of the sex so much that it was already making my pussy wet.

I have been in contact with this guy for several days and we had hooked up a number of times for some quick hot sex at his place and I had arranged to go to his house again on the way home from a girls night out.

I wanted to keep things from hubby because he has been a little difficult lately making me feel extremely uncomfortable about being the slut wife but because I am normally so openly honest with people I just didn't feel comfortable about hiding this from him.

He would have suspected something was happening when I was getting ready to go out for the night. He was watching the television totally oblivious to what I had planned for the night but then he started to ask me questions about why I was wearing this tiny yellow dress I recently bought. I told him I bought the dress for the girls night and came up with this big lie about where we were going.

I don't think he believed me but he didn't seem to care either way and just shrugged his shoulders and went back to watching the television while I continued to get ready. Before I went out he did give me a big long hug telling me to have a good time and seemed a little defeated but I was too preoccupied thinking about what they wanted from me to realise hubby was actually really sad. I have been going out a lot lately alone and I think hubby is feeling a little uneasy about it but I am a very social person and he is more of a reclusive.

There have been many times in the past when I have come home from a night out after having sex with other men and even I can still smell the sex upon me and nearly every time hubby has been extremely horny especially when he feels my sloppy messy pussy and the sex we have had together has been incredibly amazing! But, I am starting to feel hubbys attitude towards me being so promiscuously daring and slutty is starting to shift more towards jealousy. Perhaps that's because he isn't being included as much now and rather than controlling everything he is quickly becoming more of a cuck than a dominant manipulator.

I was going to send hubby a message to tell him what I was about to do and ask for his permission but then decided against doing it because this is our new agreement. I don't need his permission anymore I but I have been so well trained in being his sexual slave I still feel the urge to have his approval.