You might think.....

You would think that a woman with a few "friends with benefits" would be content with her sex life. ( Few = more than two, less than five at any given time ) And you would be wrong. So just keep that in mind if it comes up on any game show in which you might be a contestant. Or a family discussion at a holiday gathering.

Before I start my usual bitchfest, I need to share some more sad news. The Tuesday before Thanksgiving I had to put my other dog to sleep. Arlo. He was a 16 year old black and white rat terrier. A Teddy Roosevelt terrier, as I found out a couple of years after I adopted him as a companion for my miniature dachshund Pebbles in 2009. He was around two years old then. But he was the most un-terrier-like dog imaginable! Very mellow, and no real prey drive. Patient and always well - behaved. The shelter had no information about his past, but he was very fearful of loud noises and sudden movements. When he got older and needed his first teeth cleaning, it was discovered he was missing six teeth. And just about two years ago, he needed an X-ray. It was discovered he had a BB in his back. It wasn't the cause of why he needed the X-ray, but the vet said he must have carried it around most of his life. I hope I gave him the happy life and safety he deserved after such a horrible start.

With losing both of my dogs, and the holidays upon us ( which is another whole story for me which I won't subject you to ) I could really, REALLY use something to distract me. And believe me, I'm trying. But not getting any, that's for damn sure.

Let's see, my longest FWB has been AWOL excepting returning my Thanksgiving greeting. I met him here in March, just turned 30, sweet, big cock, had some minor kinks that came out after knowing him for a while. Might have scared me off had he mentioned it in the beginning, but I was tolerant since I liked him so much. And now, it's no big deal and I kind of like it too.

The older man I met at the other site I am on, 60 and kinky and just an awesome fuck all the way around. Hadn't heard from him in a month, and I thought there might have been a miscommunication the last time we spoke. I reached out last week, he said we were good but work was stressful, yadda yadda. And nothing since.

The new guy from here, that I've been chatting with here on and off for months. The one I'm super crazy about. Busy busy busy. We've met up once about a month ago, had plans for this week, which had to be cancelled for very sad reasons. I'm not mad, of course, but very bummed out for him and my own greedy self.

I was seeing a guy during the spring that I really liked, but he quit contacting me back in May. Fine, it happens. People lose interest. He had been another one that was busy busy busy with work and family responsibilities. More cancelled meetups than actual encounters. He sent me a text this week, missed me and our hot times. I was definitely interested in hooking up again. Thursday? Didn't end up working out. Heard nothing yesterday, but on Thursday he said this weekend for sure. I've texted him this morning, saying "hi, I'm trying to organize my day, will I be getting lucky?" No answer yet.

Sometimes I want to say, why do you reach out to me, if you never have time to meet? It's disappointing when they're people I end up really liking .

There's even more going on in this type of way, but this is already too long! Maybe I'll write a quick follow up and tell you about the two latest ribbit dudes, but you know how I am anymore, lol.

Enjoy your early December holiday magic before the depression of the season moves in! Or is that just me? Put up lots of lights and buy yourself something fun

Miss Blue festive for YOU xxx

P.S. oh! I'll have to write about my Winter Wonderland story next time.

P.P.S. the second pic is the fun thing I bought myself yesterday. But that's it! No more squishmallows! I promise!