7 things you want to say to 7 different people ... right now!
From @SuperBJVersion2 The New Virtual Symposium
I will be venting here a bit ....
To my brother - You are abusive and a thief. You physically abused me my entire childhood and acted like it was my fault I was broken and bruised every day. You became mentally and verbally abusive to me and our mother in adulthood. You made her final years miserable. Shame on you!! When you die, Hell will return the favor.
To the arrogant men who act outraged that I don't want to pleasure them - Yuck!! I do not care how physically pleasing you might be in your own eyes, it's a person's attitude and heart that attracts me. You cannot guarantee me or anyone else an orgasm. Go away!
To my mother - I know you didn't want another baby. I'm sorry I was irritating and wanted your attention. I am happy that you decided to somewhat like me as an adult. I always loved you.
To Cowboy - You know what you have done. Karma will come for you.
To my grandmothers - Thank you for teaching me to be smart, strong and a survivor. I wish your lives were easier. You were both such remarkable women and mentors. You taught me hospitality, family, cooking, gardening, sewing, and so much more. I love you so much.
To my many dogs - Thank you for teaching me about unconditional love. You saved my life. You taught me how to love. You shaped and healed my heart and soul.
To my horses - Thank you for allowing me to fly!! You made so many of my dreams come true. I cherish our time together.
To my creator, and Mother Nature - Thank you for the trees, flowers, waters and more. I feel safest when I am deep in you.
Well that's 8 ... sighsss
xo
Pony
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Don't worry about #8 ... the creator and Mother Nature can read your heart so you didn't have to say anything
It's good to vent.
Get it out, Girl! We will listen. (((HUGS)))
Being honest in our reflections of ourselves helps us to cope and heal plus having the ability to forgive gives us great power. It is so sad that some people get a sense of power when they abuse others. Their day of reckoning will come. I do believe in karma. You are a strong lady who is admired and loved. All that you have endured has now molded you into the wonderful person that you are today. To quote Winston Churchill "Never Give UP".
I am a fighter. I will keep spreading love until I die
Hugs!!
Very interesting and honest reflections about your life and experiences: thank you. I fully relate to four of the seven things you want to say to someone (even if, as you say, the list seems to have snuck in an eighth one when no one was looking
). I never had a horse, but I would have liked to.
Life is both beautiful and hard.
Have a great weekend!
Sounds like you had some less than great things happen in your childhood. I always find it interesting that some people come away by being just like the people who abused them or shut down and are afraid to Live. Then there are the glorious people like you who somehow take those events and it seems use them to become a loving caring life affirming and caring person. Sound like you had good grandmothers to point you in the right direction and pets that helped you move that way.
Sending you big naked hugs to one you because you have a beautiful soul.
Dogs and horses will never betray you
That was a good mix. You got the well deserved venting out of the way first, and closed on a positive note. Hugs!
Some great questions and thoughts, we sometimes need to vent about things in life we need answers too..
Although I am curious about what caused this vent; I noticed that you mentioned your dogs and horses, being glad they are with you; but no mention of your children and especially grandkids. On the subject of Cowboy doing something to cause Karma, I have to believe that, after all the years you have been together, he has done multiple good and bad things, which could balance the scale. Otherwise you wouldn't have stayed with him as long as you have. I would be more likely to pursue the subject more if I was younger and more handsome; but I will just wish you well and hope that Karma, whether good or bad, happens to Cowboy.
SuperBJVersion2 gives us a topic twice a month and challenges us to write. Apparently, I goofed on the link because it didn't survive posting. This time it was things we wanted to say to 7 different people. Technically the critters aren't people but they are so important in my life.
I did like many other bloggers and started off venting but quickly ran out of steam and leaned into who helped me growing up. My kids and grandkids were not born yet
Well done lady.
All Hail to your Grandmothers 👵 🙌 💋
Hugs to you being honest and sharing some bad memories , you still became a great sensual and sexy person.. As they would say a tough ole lady..
Your honesty is powerful, and your words carry so much depth. The pain, the gratitude, the connection to nature and animals—it’s all woven into something deeply moving.
Thank you for sharing this—it takes courage to put emotions into words like this.