This Fucking Humidity man....

I am writing from Singapore, after a long ass time. Was gonna blog earlier but there was something wrong with the site...or maybe it's the traveling across borders but i couldn't log on. But anyway. Here I am. Not gonna lie, it's been a rough few weeks. I think, the writing is on the wall on the work front.

I was schedule to fly in end of this week for work, but got tasked to fly in last thursday (Yeah, I've been here a week now ). Sidetracking - how fucking humid is this place? I lived here for years but kinda forgot how humid it can get here. There's not a day since I've been here that I don't end up soaking my underwear. Like, by midday, my bra and panties are soaked through. Not all the good kind of soaked, but like...the sweaty kind. Fuck me...anyways.

So, I got asked last Tuesday evening, to fly in for a meeting on Friday. So, being a good employee, i scrambled and flew in last Thursday afternoon. Went straight to the office, hashed out what needed to be hashed out, went for the meeting on the Friday, and got subsequently thrown under the fucking bus. Motherfuckers. But yeah, let's not dwell on that. So, that was my rough week. Aaaaand like I generally do, against better judgment, I kinda let it get to me.

So last friday, I left work absolutely deflated. I went back, couldn't let it go, got dressed, and went out for drinks (yeah, uh-oh). To be fair, I DID vent to the husband on the phone, but that only helped a little. Then naturally, I called Rene and he had daddy-duties so he couldn't make it. SO yeah, I pulled out my last resort, sent out a few texts, got dressed and went out for drinks.

An old friend of mine (Nikki) replied and I met her at a bar. It was past midnight by the time we met. Nikki and I had a fling a long time back and I was pleasantly surprised she agreed to meet. Met her at a bar, and I kinda made it quite clear I was looking to not go back alone that night . I thought I was gonna end up hanging out with her but after a few drinks, she brought me to another bat/club. Loud thumping music kinda of bar. We met a few of her friends there and she literally flung me into the arms of one of her friends. I can't even remember her name now. To be honest, i don't even think I bothered to ask

But she was a skinny, tall lady, had short straight hair, very fair, a really nice tattoo on her forearm (which i uh...really only noticed later ), and she was in an immaculately white shirt. Anyways. We tried having some form of conversation but between me spiraling and the loud music, I don't think we heard a thing each other said. What did happen though, was her having her arms wrapped around me the whole time we were in the club. I remember knocking back shots, and her arms just exploring, down the top of, and mostly up my dress.

We....uh, i think it was more me. I stumbled out of the club, into a cab, up a flight of stairs and into her apartment. We got in her front door, and I remember leaning against her shoe rack, trying to undo my heels (It has straps that wrap around my ankle and up to my calf) when she leaned in and bit on my neck. Her hands ran up my thighs, and I got the life fingered outta me. LOL. It's been a very, very long time since I got finger fucked til my knees buckled. LOL

She was in front of me, a little hunched over. Her left hand was...rubbing/squeezing my clit, and i had one hand gripping her right forearm (which was when I noticed her tattoo ) and my other holding myself up against the shoerack. I remember feeling a little embarrassed of the squishing sounds I was involuntarily making...or she was making in me. I leaned back, pushed my hips forward and came. All the while, we never broke eye contact. She gave me her wet fingers to lick, which i did (Nasty now that i think about it but...uh...ah well. )

She left me in her kitchen after I had asked for water, and told me she needed to use the bathroom. She left her bedroom door open, and I heard her run her shower. In hindsight, that was a weird thing to do. Right? Anyways. It didn't occur to me then. I walked in, stripped, and jumped into the shower with her She actually seemed surprised when i did LOL. I tried to return the favour in the shower. I hope I did. It seemed like i did. LOL. I started rubbing her from behind, then moved around her to get in front. SHe seemed to have liked it so...yay . She did like her nipples sucked hard too so...that was fun. We were in the shower for a fairly long time. She came,we dried up, I got dressed and left. She didn't bother asking for my number and I kinda also left it as that.

After the fact, the sex was good. I wish we had gone down on each other but it was probably for the best that we did not. Emotionally though, it did not help one bit. LOL. I spent the entire weekend sulking around, and not meeting anyone. I caught up with Rene and moved into his place on Monday and I'm scheduled to finally head back to Bali this weekend.

Rene, on the other hand, has also been super stressed so...he's not been at his physical best . A little bit more emotional support, although not much. But still, better than zero, and is much appreciated. At the very least, I'm back to my functioning, non self-destructing, fuck-anything-that-moves self. He's a little upset with me too. I think I might have bruised his balls. . Evidently I have been overly aggressive when I'm on top. Or so I have been told. I have been...very enthusiastic. Energetic. Aggressive? I dunno. I have been fucking horny is what I have been LOL

Ah well. At the very least, I'm gone this weekend and he has...2 weeks to recover before he meets me in Bali. Which brings me back to Bali, and the husband. I feel a little guilty ravaging Rene this past few days while dumping all my emotional crap on him. I particularly feel guilty about what happened on the weekend though. I kinda promised him I wouldn't get up to that kind of nonsense anymore. Ah...moment of weakness. I'm thinking of ways to make it up to him.

Ok. Gotta get back to life. If you got suggestions, feel free to drop em down. And thanks for reading