Bruised Knees

Guess who's baaaaack in Bali! Baking in the sun. Well....i wouldn't call it baking. Imagine the irony when it's way cooler here than in Singapore. But anyways. I have been back a week now and I really do admit feeling somewhat rejuvenated. I mean, it IS crowded, traffic at certain parts, is still horrid. But...the sights, sounds, smells...calms me the hell down. Although to be fair, I really haven't had the chance to really decompress. I mean, I've been back for a week and I've only been naked under the sun once, and even that, was in the front lawn. LOL I haven't been anywhere close to a beach, i haven't even touched sand yet I guess I've been occupied this week with the husband

Let me explain. I haven't physically touched the husband in..about three months. Which is a fairly long time, even for us. It is kinda normal also, for us considering we both work in different fucking continents . He's based in Germany and I spend most of my time in HK, at least for the past year. Add on to that, I have had a few sexual encounters within that time. Caleb and Rene are regular FWBs. Not that that's an excuse...but uh... Caleb's more like my own little boytoy, satisfying my own little cougar fantasies. LOL. Rene....acts like a boyfriend at times. At times, its nice cos of the emotional support, but at other times....ah well. Can't have it all

Then there's my last meet up with Scandiguy, who's a fun fuck but kinda turned sour very quickly. And then there's also WY, that girl I hooked up with in SIngapore (I DID get her name ).

The husband and I have kept the marriage open, and he knows I've got a person on and off on the side, he just doesn't know it's actually two (Rene mostly, but when CAleb is back in this part of the world, then...Caleb too ). Scandiguy and WY are kinda not planned...my moment of weakness. ANyways. That's why I've been feeling a little more guilty than normal.

Sooo...this past week I've spent a lot of time on my knees. LOL. It wasn't planned. But uh...i guess subconsciously, guilt propelled? Probably LOL. Whether I'm sucking him off when he's on a call or working on his laptop, or when he's on the couch watching football . Or when he's crouched over me from behind. Mostly it's from me sucking him off. Knees on cold concrete floors, lemme tell ya. Not very pleasant. But uh....he was in a fantastic mood all week. LOL. TIred, but pleasant mood.

He left for Germany this morning and will be back end of th first week of Sept, and he did leave with a big ass smile on his face. LOL. He even video called me right before he boarded to tell me he'll miss me. And he hasn't done that in awhile. Who knew, after all these years, for the husband to really miss me, all i had to do was play with dick a few time a day. LOL He'll only cum once, i mean, he IS in his early 60s. But get him semi hard, play with his dick, and he'll really miss you. LOL I'm trying to stay in Bali a little longer but might have to fly back to HK when he's back. He has suggested that he might meet me in HK now. That's how much he's missing me. Shit. LOL. I can get used to this.

In the meantime, Rene's flying in on Wednesday afternoon so...I've got two days to treasure my alone time. A week and a half ago he accused me of bruising his balls when I left him in Singapore. He's assured me they're all healed and uh...ready to return the favour. LOL. I would like to spend a bit more time at home but he's made it fairly obvious he's not comfortable with the idea so I gotta pack and move into some place he has booked for us. I'm not exactly looking forward to that bit. I AM looking forward to spending time on the beach, finally getting a tan, and having big, like BIG boy sex again. LOL.

Of course, seeing Penida again will be nice. Although I have seen footage of a shark spotted in the waters around the island...? ANyways. Thanks for reading. Will update when I can.