Becoming...

Part 1

New experiences are exhilarating when the
mind is so invested, so wrapped up in carnal urges.

As I prepare for your arrival I can feel my heartbeat quicken. We've been talking texting for a lil over a week now, talking about limits, talking about expectations, about desires and fantasies. I learned you enjoy being choked and gagging on a bwc. You enjoy being tied up when you deep throat because can't use your hands to push me away and you are at the mercy of my will alone. On top of having your mouth used like a flashlight you enjoy having the rest of your body used as well. You learn i have experience taking control during a blowjob, grabbing hair and incrementally adjusting my thrust to see how deep you can take it. But I've never met anyone that would let me truly throat fuck them, grab the back of their head and totally disregard the gagging sounds coming from their mouth. You learn I enjoy playing with rope and appreciate a fun rope slut that enjoys being tied up and used. You also learn we share some kinks as well. We both have a breeding kink and a cum kink. There were alot of conversations over the week. It seemed like we were texting and chatting 24/7. Now here I was, setting out rope, a series of animalistic dildos that ranged from small to extra(horse-sized)large, a few plugs, and a paddle I've never had the chance to use. I plan on using it tonight. Needless to say, my body is hot with anticipation and excitement. Im getting ready to push my limits past anything Ive done before. The wait is agonizingly sweet.

Im wearing a pair of black satin pants and a loose short sleeved button down shirt when you knock at the door. I can feel my cock swinging as I cross the living room to open the door for you. Drops of precum stick against my legs and spread as my cock smears the precum. Wearing a sexy black dress and shear thigh-hig stockings, your smile widens as our eyes meet.

"Hello, Mr. C." You're eyes shift up and down my clothes, eager to for more.

"Im glad you could make it," I open the front door further and gesture for you to come inside. "Did you remember to bring the items i asked for?"

"Of course,"you say as you unshoulder a backpack and start rummaging.

I close the door behind you and watch you, amused with your excited body language.

"Here, brought a bandana, an extra pair of pantyhose like you wanted. I got an idea why you want the bandana but why the pantyhose?" You look at me and tilt your head a little. As you do I can see your breasts give a little bounce.

"You'll see," I move to your side and gently take your arm in one hand. "Let's put your stuff on the couch for now." I guide you forward and feel goosebumps rise under my fingertips. "We should have a drink before we begin. What do you feel like, beer or a mixed drink?

Thats how it started, sweet and light, caring and respectful. It doesnt end that way, thats for sure.

"You ready?" I say as I get up from the table and turn to smile at you. "I'd hate for our plans to have to wait much longer. Plus, the more time I have with you the better. You have an exquisite little body and I've been looking forward to using you since we started talking."

You look up at me with a quizical look on your pretty face. "Aren't you going to order me to do what you want me to do?"

"Is that what you came here for tonight to simply be ordered around? What if I told you to take down my pants and give me a blowjob? Do you know the best way to do that? I could start shouting orders if thats what you're after. But thats not what I want. How do you develop as a person and a sub if you'renot willing to learn? You're mind would become dependent and expect me to be a controlling asshole and over time you would become defiant. Thats not what I do. A dedicated sub doesnt mindlessly follow tasks. A sub is taught through training and repetition to better serve the will of your master, but not blindly. You will understand the reasons why and because of that you will respect the limitations and punishments we decide to put in place. You won't obey because you have to. You'll obey because you want to. There's purpose behind motion and without intent I would just be another bumbling fool obsessed with his sexual fantasy. I work to bring those fantasies into reality but I do more than that. I work as a guide. Firm hands, direct communication, thats how I choose to dominate. Even if you wanted me to be your strict owner, I would have more rules for you to follow but I would always include you in the decision making process. As your guide and mentor Im here to help you develop your goals in and out of the bedroom so we can maximize your potential as a person and a sub. Does that make sense?" I move behind you and start to softly massage your neck. Your skin is smooth, inviting.

My hands are warm against your skin as i alternate between my palms and thumbs, pressing into your neck and slowly working down to your shoulders. You feel some of the tension in your shoulders subside as I work your muscles. "That makes sense. I want to feel, you know, but I still want to experience life."

"I don't want to take away from who you are. I want to do the opposite. I want to learn with you so both of us can find out who you truely are when all the walls come down."

"You seem like you're pretty understanding to people's needs. You're calm, alot calmer than any bf I've had. Have you always been like that, reserved?"

I lean down and give you a soft kiss on your cheek. "For as long as I can remember. Its who I am." As I stand back up I use my hands to help you to your feet. You come willingly. "I wouldn't be a good Dom if I didn't listen to my subs. Your health and care and safety are my biggest priorities."

Part 2

In the bedroom you find a couch and a TV on the opposite wall playing some chill music. Between them on the floor is a large blankets read out and filled with toys and ropes. Your hips involuntarily start to sway back and forth to the beat of the song. As you pull away from me I watch you, excited to see where you go and what you want.

"You picked some good music to put on," you say as you start to slowly dance to the center of the blanket. "Is it cause this is a perfect beat to fuck to?"

I watch you for a minute and smile. "Do you think this music would be fun to fuck to?" You have a slow seductive sway in your body that makes me want to ditch my composure in favor of something primal and raw but it's far too soon for that. For now I let you have a little fun and get as much movement in as possible, cause once I have you tied up you won't get to.

"Yeah, but i think you know lots of fun things to do in bed, don't you, Mr C?" You look down at the array of toys i have set out. "And you want to use all of these tonight?"

"Maybe," I smile, "it depends on you, depends on where your limits are." I walk to you and the sway in your hips slows to a stop. You even take an instinctual half step backward. "For now, I need you to hold still and answer a question or two for me. Think you can do that?"

My hazel eyes meet yours. "Of course. I'll try to answer anything I can." You bring your toes together and pose with your hands clasp behind your back. "You need me to sign a contract?"

"You say that as a joke but a contract is very much in your future if you want me to be your Master after tonight. So, no. You don't have to sign anything at the moment. No, for now, I want to know how serious you are about the stuff we've been texting. Its one thing to text about it but is this something you truly want? Don't just rush to answer. Take a minute and think about it." I reach up and run my fingers through your hair and use my fingers to trace down the side of your face, then your neck, finally your upper portion of your chest. "Close your eyes and picture yourself on this blanket, tied up and used like toy. Are you panting for more or do you wish you were somewhere else?" Your eyes close and I instantly retreat to sit on the couch, letting you explore your internal thoughts.

After a couple of moments you open your eyes and look to me and then the assortment of toys. One hand reaches up to your neck and traces the same spot i touched. You take another look at the toys on the blanket then you look to me. Without saying a word, you step over to the couch and kneel in front of me. Reaching forward, you grab the waistband on my pants and pull at them.

I shift my weight so you have an easy time pulling them down. My cock, only part way hard, flopped out and settled against my leg. Watching your every move, I begin to study you, to learn how you move. I stay silent as you use your tongue as though im a lollipop. You try to use only your tongue and lips to please my cock. You lick from the head down the shaft and then you start over. It isn't unpleasant but it's very basic and it shows how much work we need to do to improve your blowjob abilities. I let you fumble around with my meat for about 10 minutes before I decide it's time to employ some teaching tools.

"Stop." My cock is still pretty hard but it's not as hard as it could be. "Sit back and make eye contact with me."

"What happened?" You sit back a little confused. "Did that feel good? I thought you wanted me..."

"What I wanted was to grade your oral abilities." I get up and step past you. "Now that I know where you're at I can start to plan out a little lesson for you."

"Was it that bad?" Theres a slight hitch in your voice. I can tell my answer is unexpected.

I don't bother answering. I know the reality of the situation. In an hour, your thoughts will be so saturated in waves of primal emotion that you're going to forget all about how the night started. It makes me giggle a little. Im excited to see where your limits are and how wild you get once you give in to the moment. "Stand up and face toward me. I need to tell you something."

You follow direction. Looking up at me you look cute and beautiful and sexy all at once. Before long the cuteness will be washed away. Your sexiness will blend into sluttiness. But for now you are still cute and unsure of yourself.

I find the center bite on the maroon rope im holding and start to wrap it around you. I pull the rope tight and start producing a chest harness on top of your little black dress. It reminds me of a mix between goth and a medieval bar maid. "You know you shouldn't judge yourself. You're just starting out with your kinks. Thats something thats to be expected. Once you get some experience you'll be looking at yourself in a new light." As I wrap your arms to your sides so you can't use them later i lean in and let my lips touch your neck and your ear, tenderly touching as my hands pulls the rope tight again. "I can't wait to see how exquisite you look when we're done tonight. You have so much potential to become the slut you want to be."

You smile at me. "You make me feel so good to want to be a slut. It makes me want to learn more."

"Good," I say as I pull the chest harness tight and let my hands run up and down the rope almost absentmindedly. I let my eyes wander as I appreciate my work. "How does that feel? Anything hurt, pinching, uncomfortable anywhere?"

You take a second and give a wiggle in the rope. "That feel really nice. Now that you have me tied up, what are we doing next?"

"I want you to get back on your knees and we will start with some blowjob and deep throating training. After we train for a lil while im going to start ramping things up until im fucking your face as hard and as deep as you can take it."

You're eyes light up but you restrain yourself from smiling outright. You've been fantasizing about letting someone use your mouth for years and now it may happen. As you first take one knee then the other, your body wobbles but you regain your stability and then look up at me. The look in your eyes asks for approval.

I smile as I produce the bandana you brought with you. After folding it, I wrap the fabric around your face, covering your eyes. Your world turns black and all you can do is listen to my voice. "Can you see?"

"No." You move your head around trying to see around the bandana. "Can't see anything."

"Good, eventually we'll take it off again but for now i want you to focus on sound and touch." I half-kneel, putting my face in front of yours. My fingers run through your hair and trace down the side of your face and neck. I slow down once I reach your breasts, cupping them and teasing them over and under your top. "Are you excited to be my little slut tonight? I know I am."

You give a little moan as I stand back up. I take my pants off and drop them to the ground, followed by my shirt. My cock swings a little as I stand in front of you. Your head moves slightly as you try to hear what's going on.

"Stick out your tongue." You do as your told and let your tongue give a little flap as it comes out and rests against your lower lip. Your mouth is open, eager for me to use. "Good Girl. Now hold still so you can play with my cock till you get it nice and hard." I grab the base of my cock and hold it forward so I arch toward your waiting tongue. The head touches your tongue and you start to curl your tongue around me, trying to feel and taste as much as possible. "Thats right. Let that tongue explore but keep your tongue out and your mouth open. Think you can do that for me?"

You moan as you let your tongue slide over the veins in my cock. You move slow and unsure at first but after a minute or two start to maneuver your wet tongue with more confidence. Hands and fingers at your sides, you start to fidget. Part of you wants to reach up and help guide my cock into your mouth but you cant. For now all you can do is lick and moan.

"That tongue feels good on that cock. You like the taste don't you?"

You moan "Mmm-hmmmm"

"Here let me turn to the side a little that way you can use those pouty lips too. There you go, thats right, slide that tongue and mouth up and down the shaft but don't stick it in your mouth yet. I want you to get used to how every inch of my cock feels. Thats right take your time. There's no rush, no timer. Just you and my cock. Good Girl!" My cock slowly gets wetter and wetter as your saliva coats my skin. I reach down and start running my fingers through your hair, both keeping it out of your way but also playing with your hair so I can find a good place to grab and take control when I choose.

Your rhythm evens out as you find a comfortable pace, moving up and down my shaft and lathering it with saliva from every angle. Your moans come out in little whines as if you're a small creature devouring your favorite food. You even learn to use your lips in new ways. Covering me in kisses mixed with tongue like you were eating an ice cream. Dragging your lips across my mushroom head and down to my balls. It feels exquisite to let you experiment and play.

I let you play for a while, relishing the way your lips feel. By now my cock is hard and throbbing under your touch. Everytime you feel my cock twitch a slutty little grin flashes across your face. Watching you relax more and more, slowly losing yourself to the moment, makes my mind run wild with raw unfettered urges, but I keep myself in check for a little while longer. "It looks like you are really enjoying yourself down there. You like feeling it throb under your touch don't you?" You grin and keep licking. "Such a good little whore. You're getting good at making that cock throb! Ready for the next part of your training?"

You moan as you keep licking. "Mmm-hmm. Yes, Mr. C. Please make me into your dirty little cock-whore."

I tighten my grip on your hair, effectively holding you in place, even tilting your head back slightly. "You look so sexy when i have you like this, tied up and ready to be used." My free hand reaches down and pulls at your bars maids top, pulling the fabric between rope and releasing your breasts. "And look how hard your nipples are. I can't wait to wrap my tongue around them. I bet you love having them sucked on, don't you?"

"Yes, Mr. C." You gasp a little as I tighten my grip on your hair again.

"Good girl." I squeeze your breasts and play with your nipples for a moment. Your soft skin feels amazing and your breasts look incredibly sexy pushed together and compressed by the rope."Now, for this next part I want you to hold your mouth open and let me guide you where I want you. I want to feel my cock slide into your mouth an inch at a time, that way we can see how much cock fits in your dirty little mouth."

You try to nod as you drop your mouth open but im holding your hair too tight for you to move.

One hand still twined into your hair I use the other hand to grab the base of my cock. "Thats right. Keep that dirty fucking mouth open for me." I take the head of my cock and wiggle it around just inside your mouth. You moan as your tongue slides against me. "Suck on the head a little and use your tongue too."

You close your lips around the head of my cock like you're told and suck on it a little while your tongue swirls against me. Getting excited for more, you try to push more cock into your mouth.

"You act like you want more of that cock." I pull out all the way then let it slide back into your waiting mouth. Over and over I let you have the first inch or two, letting you make little popping sounds as my cock exits your mouth. "You're a starved little slut, aren't you? Practically begging for more cock. Tell me you want more. Tell me you want to swallow every last inch."

"I want more....Mr. C.....more cock....please....all of it.....every inch.....cock Mr. C." You're words come out in phrases as you speak between sucking cock. More and more you feel like cock is all you can think about and want.

After a few more plops I take my hard cock and slowly start to slide it deeper into your mouth. Two inches, three, four, five, six then you start to gag slightly and I pull back. I keep it at that depth for now but I continue with the same pattern as before. Slide my cock in, letting you suck and tongue me, then pulling all the way out with a wet popping sound. One hand still in your hair I take my other hand and reach down and wrap it part way around your neck, holding you in place as I start to fuck your mouth. There's no more popping sounds. Now there's a steady gurgle sound as my cock almost slams into your open mouth. I even push another inch in burying your nose into my groin. You gag a little everytime I hit the back of your throat but you don't seem to mind. You take all seven inches over and over and keep on moaning. I can see your face is coated in spit. I pull my cock out and tendrils of spit trail from the head of my cock to your tongue and lips.

"Holy fuck....my pussy.....is so fuck.....wet" You gasp between cock thrusts.

"Dont worry you lil cock whore, your pussy is gonna get its turn tonight too. Trust me! I have a whole list of toys we're gonna use on you. First I want to make sure I get to cum in that dirty mouth of yours."

"Cum.....in me....Mr. C!"

I put one hand on either side of your head and hold you in place again. "Hold still you little fucking whore." You can feel my hard cock slide all the way out then slowly all the way to the back of your throat. I hold it there for a few seconds. You start to gag.
"Thats right take that cock all the way to the back your dirty lil throat. Mmmm God that feels good." I start to fuck your mouth a lil harder. You can feel my hips thrust into your face pushing against you with increasingly harder thrusts. You feel your hair being pulled as my movements intensify. Both hands are holding hair and face and i am lost in the moment. I am fucking your face as hard as i can. Gagging sounds come from your mouth and throat as I continuously ram my cock into your open hole. Spit and drool run down your chin and down my balls. "Such a good lil cock whore. Moan real loud if you love sucking down this cock."

You try to moan and it comes out more as a sigh. I yank my cock out and smack you with it.

"That was a horrible moan. Try again!"

You moan and gasp as I press my cock against your lips. "Please, Mr. C. Your cock feels so good in my mouth. Please fuck my face some more please. I want to be your good little cock whore." Your face is smeared with drool coating all the way to your chin.

I reach down and pull off the bandana across your eyes. Your eyes are watery and your makeup is a mess but you look like my perfect lil mess, my drooling lil cock whore.
I grab your face and shove my cock back in your mouth and proceed to skull fuck you for the next 30 minutes. Your eyes never leave mine. Even though I've been fucking your mouth for close to an hour you're still starved for cock.

"You ready for me to cum in your mouth, my lil cock whore?" I grab your hair and pull my cock out all at once. I lean down and lick your lips tasting your spit and your sweat and my cock all at the same time. I stand back up, your hair in one hand. I start stroking my cock and rubbing it all over your mouth and face. You're mouthing the same words over and over again.

"Give me that fucking cum. Give the fucking cum. Give me that fucking cum."

The first shot hits you in the forehead and splatters up into your hair. The next shot sprays across your tongue and you instantly close your lips around me so you can drink every drop.

We spend some time there, me letting you suck and lick until you've milked every drop. I even use a finger to get the cum off your forehead so I can feed it to you.

Once you're done i kneel in front of you and make out with you, letting my tongue taste yours. My hands start to untie you and while I remove the ropes we continue to kiss and lick each other. I spend some time praising you as my perfect little cock whore, holding you and touching you, letting you relax for a moment before we move on to the toys.

"My panties are soaking wet after that.!"

To be continued....