my rotten luck!

I'm gonna start off by saying that this is 100% true...it's a damn shame, but it's true!
You've all seen me post about my absolutely wonderful ebony goddess and I hope that by the way I have described her and shouted her praises from the rooftops that you've come to realize that I am very fond of her.
A little background on her and her situation: she is married and not to me but her spouse is a very controlling person that is a hypocrite and an extremely jealous person and I will give you a couple of examples to help you understand that I'm not just suffering from a case of sour grapes. Her spouse is also a younger, black woman that has a "live in male companion " which was supposed to be for both of them to share and enjoy. Actually, her "wife " has since made him a personal toy of her own. I am sure that I have told you that my amazing ebony goddess, also sells pussy and that is how I met her. Now that you're all caught up, I need to prove my accusations. Her wife also has moved in a female "friend " who my extremely sexy ebony goddess had no input on and she must haul her to and from her job as well as do the same for her wife and I don't know if the toy has a job or not. But she still has to deal with his transportation issues and take care of the 10...yes TEN children that they have with 1
...ONE belonging to my super special lady and rest to her wi. There is the controlling part and hypocrite part is the boy toy that I was under the impression that since he was there for the wife, my special lady was free and clear to find her own playmate and she did when she found me. I have been enjoying every single bit of time that I have spent with my wonderful, sweet, ebony goddess and I am very proud to say that she has enjoyed my company as well! She says that I eat her pussy better than her wife ever has and that makes me smile! Now 3 days ago, I received a very angry phone call from the wife that started with her yelling at me causing me to hang up on her, telling her that she was not going to do that shit to me. So she managed to then send me a text message saying " you don't even know how dumb you are!" And I couldn't help but reply with the truth as I know it to be....I said " I beg to differ....I know exactly how dumb I am and in fact, it is you has no idea of exactly how much monumentally stupid shit that I have done over the years! And while I'm not bragging, I'm pretty sure that I would do most of it the same way should I have the opportunity for a (do over! ) you only live once and for the most part, I have had a helluva good time with very few regrets about the monumentally stupid shit that I have done other than a few minor issues with law enforcement that have since been atoned for. Her accusations of my lack of intelligence was referring to the text messages between her "wife " and myself and I was unaware that she was a hypocrite that was allowed to have an extramarital partner while my absolutely amazing ebony goddess was not allowed the same consideration. I stand by my choice of a title and I have to blame this on my rotten luck! Because it seems like the most amazing thing was happening to me that was causing me to be in an outstanding mood and have a strange expression on my face that...come to find out, is called a smile! And I really enjoyed having those for a change...now I don't know where my sweet, sexy, almost perfect, ebony goddess is or how to get ahold of her and because of my rotten luck, I don't know if I will ever see her again and that is a very sad, depressing, bunch of shit that I shouldn't have to go through just because of someone else's insecurities! But baby, if you should happen to see this, please do whatever it takes to get a message to me and just let me know that you are okay and I'll never stop looking for you until I am able to hold you in my arms and tell you how I feel about you and that I absolutely love the way your sweet little pussy tastes and I don't know how I can be more real and honest about this than I am because I have put it all out there for the world to see. I miss you so much my love. Come back to me!