i had two first experiences with guys. after long time being curious about what it was like to suck a real cock i got a chance one day and went for it. im not into men at all i like women only but i just kept wondering about what it was like to suck a cock since its my favorite thing i like done to me i love getting my cock sucked till i cum and its swallowed it feels much better to me that anything else. so i just started to think about it while watching my long time gf sucking mine i thought about what it felt like in your mouth if her mouth got tired doing it if she liked sucking cock if it turned her on doing it if she liked the taste of my cum when she swallowed it. etc that turned into e fantasizing about it and thinking about me sucking a cock that led to a dildo stage i got some realistic looking dildos that looked much like the real ones but didnt feel real and stayed hard not go from soft to hard like a real one. so it didnt satisfy my curiousity i knew i had to try a real cock or i wouldnt find out what it was like. but then i knew i couldnt ever ask a guy if hed let me use his cock for awhile so i can see what it was like sucking it i could never ask a guy that i would be to embarrassed since i don't like men at all i just wanted to try sucking a real cock at least once see what it was like. well long time past then something happened that gave me a chance to try it if i played my cards right and if i had the guts to do it. i pulled into parking lot of a bookstore that had adult books dildos sex toys etc i was going to get a swinger magazine i liked seeing the couples singles looking for people for sex i pulled in spot saw a guy standing front my suv i had window down car off so i heard him ask a guy if he wanted his cock sucked and he didnt need to do anything back the guy said no thanks and left the guy still was standing front my suv so i got idea i will walk right by him see if he asks me same thing so i got out walked by him and he did ask me if i wanted a blowjob i didnt have to do anything to him i was nervous and was thinking of what to say but somehow i was able to say ok thats it just ok so he said can we get in my suv park on street close by i said ok we got in my suv i drove where he told me to block away parked on side of street turned off car then he said pull them down i pulled my pants down to my thighs my cock was small soft he grabbed it right away i leaned seat back and waited he sucked my cock it got hard then after few he made me cum he swallowed it sucked it a few min more then he said ok just drop me off back where i picked him up from but then i knew it was now or never but i was nervous and uncomfortable saying it but somehow i was able to say it i said what about you he said oh you want to do me i said yeah he took it out it was hard thin cock 6 inches i waisted no time thinking i just leaned over his lap grabbed it it felt different hard but soft then i just opened my mouth and put it on his hard cock and started sucking it like i knew what i was doing i sucked it like my gf sucked mine i did it same way she did and it worked well you would never thought it was first time i ever had a real cock in my mouth to suck, after few minutes he asked me if i wanted him bto cum that surprised me i wasnt thinking of that i didnt know what to do i said no then he said ok were done we went back dropped him off i left went home never went into store i remember all way home i felt my lips were puckered up like his cock was still in it and i jerked off till my cock was raw thinking of it when i got home i knew then i wanted to do it again. my second first time sucking cock was when i started thinking about something else that turned me on and looked better in pics vids i like to get of me sucking cocks and after long time trying to get the nerve up and finding the right guy i had my chance to do it this time was not just sucking a cock it also involved something else that added more excitement to it and looked much better in pics vids i thought too this time it was with a black cock. met online from baltimore we met at motel i got he was 19 yrs old we planned on what to do when we met i was going to first suck his cock awhile get pics vids then i was going to try something first time that i knew i had to try it then or may never get another chance and this guy was ok with it already so i really needed to just not overthink it and just do it no matter how i felt i had plaaned after sucking his cock to try another thing just to see what it was like too which was anal sex i thought id try it if i needed to stop he was ok with it so i went for it i sucked it hard lubed my ass and his cock then i got top him so i can have control over how slow to work it in my hole it took only minute r so his cock wasnt thick so it was easier to get it in my ass all the way i sat on it till in my hole all the way in then i moved up down on it a few he moaned so i didnt want to do it long or hell cum then i got up tried different poses i got doggy pose edge bed he stood behind fucked me few then we did one more poses last one after few min hed keep going till he cums i was laying on bed legs open he top me between legs fucking till he came took only about 3 minutes till he came then it was over i had no time to experience it really and didnt feel his cock that much in my ass since it was not thick he left i knew i needed to try it again this time with a cock thicker longer and make it last longer too