I sucked my first cock in my mid 30's.

I've always been curious to suck cock. Even as early as a young teen. I would fantasize of a daddy type to break me in. But, I lived a straight life and never really saw an opportunity to satisfy my curiosity.

In my mid 30's, I had a fiance who cheated on me and I took it as a license to have sex with anyone I wanted. I set out on a mission to suck my first cock. It was all I could think about. So, I found another newbie on Craigslist with the same interest. He was hot and had a very sexy cock. He had a beautiful, six inch, thick, cut, mushroomhead cock. Just like I always fantasized about sucking.

I met up with him in a public parking lot. We were both very nervous. But, we agreed we were both interested. He took me in his car to his ex wife's house who was away. I thought that was odd, but I was happy he could host.

I sat on his couch and he got up to get us some drinks. When he came back, I was hard as a rock. I was so horny, I couldn't hide it. I was a little embarassed. He noticed and decided to skip the small talk. We agreed to take separate showers and to jump into bed completely naked. He went first. I showered and jumped into bed next. We both lay there naked, under covers, in bed, trying to calm eachothers nerves by talking. Talking started taking too much of our time. I thought we might not do anything. I couldn't waste this opportunity. I had to force myself to just go for it. So, I did.

I threw off the covers, exposing his naked body, lying on his back, sporting a semi hard erection. I climbed over his legs, and had his cock in my mouth before I could fully realize what I was doing. It was like I was on autopilot. I finally had another man's cock in my mouth, and it felt awesome.

I surprised myself how comfortable I was in this situation. It was like I had done this many times before. I didn't just bob up and down on his cock. I really got into it. I applied all the tricks I knew from getting bj's in the past. There was a lot of under shaft licking, sucking, tongue working, cock slapping, etc. I even noticed my lower back arching like a slut while I was working that beautiful cock. I wished I had a mirror so I could see myself turning out for my first time. I definitely wasn't straight any more.

I loved making him moan. I loved making him squirm. I knew when he was close to orgasm. He moaned a lot louder. His cock got even bigger, thicker, and harder. His legs started kicking a little. He begged me not to stop. He begged me to let him cum in my mouth. Funny, we never got around to planning that out beforehand. So, I picked up the pace. His cock started pulsating and pumping loads of cum in my mouth. I let it fill my mouth and I swallowed every drop. Tasting another man's cum for the first time was an amazing experience. Surprisingly, I felt no shame at all. I was actually proud of myself. I had pushed myself past the fear and let myself just go with it naturally. I learned something about myself that day. I had no idea I was meant to be a cocksucker. I probably always was, just needed a little push. I should have been pushed a long time beforehand.

Anyway, he never did reciprocate. But, I really didn't care at all. I just loved sucking his cock. I loved meeting him in public, looking him in the eye, and knowing he shared my naughty little secret. That he will see me for who I really am. That I am no longer straight. That I love having him cum in my mouth.

I became his personal cocksucker for over a year. We only ended it when he got back with his ex wife.

Now, I am very casual about going down on a guy.